Off to Madrid! THAT WAS LONNNNNNG!

ALL RIGHT. To Madrid I go.

Guys I’ve never been so nervous in my life. Experiencing turbulence at the current moment. Probably the left filangee is broken. (from Friends)

So I texted my phonebook probably to the last second I could. I know I know, I will be fine, have the time of my life, have stories for a lifetime to the point everyone will tell me to shut up, and enjoy every last second.

But let me just add in here for I balled my eyes out at take off sake. A few years ago when I thought about this, I never imagined what it would be like to leave as I’ve been calling it lately- “my safety zone”. Between missing the heck out of Qdoba and missing everyone at the City, my friends, and family.. It’s rough for me to say goodbyes even if they are for a little bit. I know time flies and I don’t want it to, but everyone prep yourself for the biggest hug from me you’ll ever get from me in your lives. I feel like im getting married with pre-wedding jitters of I don’t want to do this anymore, then I slap myself and tell myself to shut the heck up. I know I probably am annoying as hell sometimes and talk my brains out for years, have a me complex out of this world, etc. etc. BUT you all have continued to support me for years and I love you all to death for it.

Quick shout-outs in my boredom-

My Family- I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY and wish you would book your tickets now to come visit. I’m missing papa’s birthday shindig and I’m sad as heck for it and I’m missing papa ralph’s bday too L DON’T have any family weddings without me. I’m 21 now, cannot miss out J hehehe

My friends- GAHHHHHHH don’t make me cry my eyes out okay! I miss the hell out of each and every single one of you and I will creep on facebook on all you so BE GOOD and don’t have too much fun without me. I’m missing Seig’s, Krob’s, Chelsea’s, and slightly Trish’s 21^st and UGHHHHH I want to be there so bad! Somebody with an iPhone 4 SKYPE ME (AKA HOGAN FROM KROB’S PLEASE!! J) Kristen I know you have an iPhone- so you from Seig’s shot night PLEASE. Roomie has to see her favorite roomie shwasted J Prep yourselves for my return, we’re all almost 21 so bar night asap for my coming home and maybe late bachlorette party. HEHE GOTCHA! I could go on forever with this but I need to stop or I’ll cry more.

Qdoba- I MISSSSSSSSS you tremendously and I was sad like no other I did not get to come visit last weekend with cake! I know those salsas and frying like I used to do had to be taken on by someone else! Can’t wait to see you guys again and Mike—already started the journal you gave me J!

City- You all know probably better than anyone my ability to cry at good-byes. I’ve known you guys for 4+ years and have spent hours upon hours working with you all and it’s CRAZY to think my last day EVER might have been Thursday. If that was it, then you guys better know by now you guys definitely have played a huge role in my growing up years and helped changed me for the better. But you know I will be back to visit (with cake, yes)! You guys always spoil the hell out of me and I don’t deserve it but thank you thank you thank you for it! I will never forget you guys so it better go both ways! HAHA! Sorry food days don’t happen as much with me gone but when I get back my professional ability to bake will be 10x better than it ever was before! So diet now and be ready for what is to come! Cannot wait to come back and see you guys.

SO what is the moral of this long thing. I know I have a home to come back to and even though I am not even there yet and I will probably want to live there for the rest of my life by May, but don’t worry I don’t think I can go longer than summer without seeing you all, even if it’s I come home for a week and go back since apparently I am getting married but sorry for ya, hell no I ain’t having a kid!!!!! Haha

LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL BUT GET PREPPED FOR PHOTO CITY HERE IN A FEW DAYS J I made this one the long one because I really don’t know how much I am going to update this thing so this might be it for a while! My devotion to my studies is too strong and I don’t want to lose focus by writing in this. HAHA NOT!